the rift that tears us all apart.,
Tuesday, February 5, 2008
a few things happened today.
which made me a very upset boy.
i think differences in school cultures are the root of all these troubles. since JC started, one cannot help notice but how some have changed la. i mean like some become more poseur, some always around opposite sex some more ap some more gl some more as etc etc etc. friends find more friends and friends drift apart.
but anyways back on to the main topic, there was a dispute in class la. some people were more enthusiastic about things, some people were more nonchalant about the issue and others were caught between la. but this dispute made cliques even more glaring than ever.
in the end, i stoned in school, hoping for some1 to follow me to buy presents for both angels and birthday people, then more problems cropped out including the shitness of our WHITE chinese new year decorated class bench, the f-edupness of the stall amongst many others.
in the end, after wasting a few hours, i decided to go home myself (with charles cause he needed to collect his hp from some shop near my house) then a choice had to be made. whether to follow the others to make sushi or just go home.
"ok you all dunnid to come already". which obviously made me/us feel dam shit, kp and sianned. somehow, already rather depressed about the way things have played out today, i/we became more anti-social and decided not to board the bus to make sushi.
while buying present for my mortal's bday, i realized how little i did in the past.
and so ends my whining. this post is damn incoherent cause my thinking is still not sorted out yet. im just pissed with the breaking up of things and being out of circle of things.
feeling upset. shit. kp. and zb. heart bleeding.
where did i go wrong?
6:21 PM