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今天失常了, 对不起.

it didnt help when i woke up with a headache carried forward from yesterday.

i think sometimes, im too direct. i talk through my hat. whatever comes along in my brain i'll just blurt it out. while the good thing is that it shows im honest, i dont put up a false front, masquerade, facade, whatever. but the bad thing this may come across as too direct to some people, or perhaps, in some cases, even hurt people.

in anycase, i have to change, to think thrice before i say anything, but i most definitely wont put up a facade.

im sorry if i said something wrong in the morning.
i know i know nuts about soccer.
i know i cant give you advice on soccer.
i know you are going through a hard time.
but i do know i can be there, to lend a listening ear, if you need.

i know i was stupid in the audi.
i know i made a fool of myself.
i know it wasnt me.
i know it was something that went wrong.
i know i embarrassed myself in front of you, you and yooou.

i know it wasn't your fault.
i know i was too pissed.
im sorry for yelling at you at the lab.
im sorry for yelling at you at the bench.
and just so you'd know
no i dont take it to heart that my clothes were pulled or my paper was torn.

im sorry if im insensitive
im sorry if im too direct.
but sorry i cant do a masquerade.
but what i do know is,
i'll change.
and hopefully for the better.

haha there are many yous above la. not only one person, and im sincerely sorry, and i'll most definitely try my utmost to think thrice before saying anything.



some random things i spouted today.

red is the colour of passion.
red is the colour of the heart.
red is the colour of love.
red, is the colour of ares.

how do you differentiate yourself from others.
dy/dx!

friends, thanks for always being there when i needed you the most. SPECIAL ones ones like Marcus who would always remind you how much of a fool you were and how people would still remember you 10 years down the road for being the fool.
and greater friends/classmates, like Rhea (and many others la), for lending a listening ear and offering much valued and appreciated words.

为什么天这么安静
所有的云都跑到我这里

7:27 PM