sis ._. Picture

i had very much wanted to blog, but the work and things going on is so crazy i totally had no time to spare.

so the last last week flew past quite plainly, including(i forgot to mention) me breaking 2 measuring cylinders which resulted in a whole pool of blood on the table during chem mock spa .__. the skin has healed since then but its peeling now, so i feel like a moulting snake. i hope i wont be so prawnhead on the actual day man.

other injuries included a super super big blueblack(orcheh) on my right foot and some degree of injury on my right hand, so after a session of massaging stretching pulling or better known as tui na, the chinese physician told me some "soft tissues" injured cannot exercise for one month. sigh. means i hafta rerun my 2.4. rah. my blueblack has gotten better la but it still feels pain. sigh.

i feel like a broken man. and am seriously worried about my fitness level.

my weekends are so hectic i spend them mugging only. but last saturday was spent at ares fac outing. which i thought was still rather okay-ish despite low turnout rate due to bio test on monday (aka today). the journey there was uber funny, cause we took a (wrong) beach tram to siloso beach and had to end up walking a even further distance to palawan beach instead. haha. i guess i missed my underwaterworld too much =x and so we missed the ares sunset pic. but cheer up guys at least we got a class pic! (wheres edwin ._. ) i thought my class was quite an unbonded unenthu class, but surprisingly out turnout was not too bad, but this may possibly be due to the moral imperative to root for our class fac hunk and babe candidates. they didnt win la in the end, but i felt it was still quite a job well done. despite edwin's complaints of his royal screw up of his dance and aileen's proclamation of her fetishes for hairy legs. hahaha. but three cheers for the effort anyways. the games and world records thingy were entertaining to some extent la. haha. but the mood could be better, without an imminent bio test the following monday of course.


today was a case of monday blues for me, and i was totally looking forward to commserve, but by the time we reach already rather late la, plus the fact that the uws ppl were there as well so only managed to teach a sum =x and half a compo. =x and an hour of scooter + badminton with the kids haha.

on fac comm, i know i was rather enthusiastic about it. but after talking with a few people and gathering my thoughts, i finally decided to let it go, cause i didnt want to die from too many commitments, and partly cause part of me didnt have the motivation anymore, its an unexplainable feeling, its not that i dont love ares anymore, but the intrinsic motivation just vanished.

i like the quote from jonneo, if it's going be a better fac comm without me, then let it be. (:
but i guess its not really applicable for me anymore.

and this
Sometimes it's interesting to question yourself why. Review what you have chosen and then decide on what you're going to do next.

which inspired me to think of another quote. adapted from mr wdjaja's answer when we asked him why dna of cow similar to yeast and he said "ask yourself why not"

so mine is,

ask yourself not why you have chose this path, but why have you decided not to take the other.

crap. sounds quite noob.

ok how bout.
ask yourself not why you have chose this path, but why you have not not chose this path.


oh ps. CONGRATULATONS TO MICHELLE SELLS SEASHELLS BY THE SEASHORE/ KWANG YUEH ON MAKING IT TO SUPERBAND TOP 16!!! WE LOOK FORWARD TO YOUR PERFORMANCES!!!



it's not easy
to be me.

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