people say i'm the life of the party.,
Monday, March 30, 2009
Cause i tell a joke or 2.
It's a bit to early to reflect on jc life but i have been feeling rather pensive of late. Had interact exco interviews and sitting there at the interviewer's panel made me think really hard about how i have spent the 1.3 years or so so far.
The very unfortunate (and mostly painful) truth that dawned upon me (even though i have been avoiding this) was the very fact that no, i had not really spent it well/put in my 110% and did everything i could to my best abilities.
After 3 weeks/21days i still feel immature as ever. Bridges were burnt and i'm not sure if they can ever be fixed.
im double posting this cos the lyrics weren't there... this version's last part is cut off as well... rawr!!! but i can't seem to find the complete version oh well's anyway the present parts are already imba enough...
People say I'm the life of the party
Because I tell a joke or two
Although I might be laughing loud and hearty
Deep inside I'm blue
So take a good look at my face
You'll see my smile looks out of place
If you look closer, it's easy to trace
The tracks of my tears..
Outside I'm masquerading
Inside my hope is fading
Just a clown
Since you put me down
My smile is my make up
I wear since my break up with you
So take a good look at my face
You'll see my smile looks out of place
If you look closer, it's easy to trace
The tracks of my tears..
I need you, I need you
10:43 PM