Don't Want to Miss One Thing,
Sunday, May 10, 2009
I'm back after a week of inactivity again.
It isn't that good to leave a negative post on top for too long. (hahaha lol don't snigger).
The past week has been hectic from the head to the tail what with a barrage of tests and activities going on simultaneously.
In the end, it seems like I can't really wander off too far from the issue of ccas. I had to rummage through some Orientation Camp photos for some yearbook thing, which of course, needless to say (you know whats coming), got me thinking (again).
With all the recent events concluding, the last one being Flea-ker (the very last event under our banner), I realized how much/little (?) I've been invovled. I don't know larh, if you take a look at all the photos, it seems like somehow or other, either by choice or by certain circumstances, I cant be found in alot of the group photos. And I'm not sure what that means either. Even for OC, which I planned for, I was absent for 1/2 the event. -.-"
All those times I have missed out on things, I'm not sure what I lost, and what it means. But this post wont be an emo post larh hahaha. To quote someone (rephrased to put into context), I cannot expect my experience in I and T to be the same as the experience I had in N and if I insist on just looking for the treasured times I had experience before, I'll just end up not finding it.
Having said that, with Installation drawing nearer and nearer, the time to pass the baton looms ever closer, (i'm going to sound like I'm echoing the thoughts of what has already been exchanged online already), I'm sure I will still remember fondly some of the things we've been through together. Already, some memories are flooding my brain, immediately ILTC pops into my head, the times we spent stoning together listening to some old foggy drawl on and on into the history of .... (left blank for good measure), eating curry pok, talking cock and playing bridge into the wee hours so on and so forth. I will also never forget playing bridge and talking cock into the wee hours in another training camp i had attended around the same period last year (sparex ahahah). [if you noticed, both events are camps. yes, I do think overnight camps are the most instrumental parts of bonding. afterall, it's the night activites where the fun begins. heheheh)
All the talk about bringing tissues to Installation, (okay this is going to sound quite sissy) but I think, in the end, I'll still need them too. (haha). I won't deny I'm quite the emotional person. The last time something similar was held was POP, and yes it ended with me 泪水洗脸 too. Haha.
So I guess the point of all these was to say that at the end of the day, no matter what I feel/ felt at certain points of time, the past 2 years (in both I and T) were not spent in vain and I would defintely have memories I would treasue in time to come.
Okay it's getting repetitive, I'm gonna take a break from posting and go brush my teeth (started at 11.40? and its 12.30 now with some msn here and there)
left blank cos i wanted to post something here before the next few sentences but i suddenly can't recall what it was about.)
ooo I rmbed, hahaa i made this facebook quiz thingy about how well you know me. Apparently, lots of people thought my fav manga was one piece. Haha that's totally a misconception. My favourite is (and prolly will always be) Naruto. Alot of people also thought that the thing i hated most was my haircut so that either reflects that a)my haircut's really hateful at the moment or b)i care about my hair alot(?) lol. either way, the ans was that i actl didn't like (hate is too strong) my bag the most, the matter was taken care of today.
In an abrupt link back to anime/manga, my fav character fyi is not Orihime despite my obsession with hime hahaha, its definately Sas-k!!! esp the badass anti-hero TS Sasuke. And just fyi, my fav colour is actl something brownish (not reli khaki but khaki seems quite close and that was all i could think of). hahaha. I don't know, somehow brown gives this relaxing feeling, like very Nature-ish. Just like how I have this obsession with tree motifs. I still haven't found my perfect tree t-shirt btw.
Went to watch X-Men Origins: Wolverine today. Despite all it's negative ratings and all and admittedly a more inferior script as compared to its counterparts, with its stunning visuals and light-hearted jokes at some point of time really made it a feel-good movie and it totally deserves it's no.1 box office spot in both US and Sg. (ps i esp liked the part where he set a fire with his claws dam imba cool, that scene)
Just like how Adam Lambert totally deserves to win American Idol. Sunday Times ran another coverage on him today (actl it was on AI) but anyway it predicted that Adam was gonna win. yay. duh. haha, quite sad allison's out larh ( i didnt watch the results show) but i guess making it this far was already a feat for the 17 yr old. Adam ALL THE WAY!
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