Is it enough to breathe?,
Sunday, March 14, 2010
I didn't understand the meaning of that line until quite recently. (like urmmm 3 hours ago).
No, it isn't enough to just breathe, we need food, water, housing and perhaps the most important of all, LOVE.
There's familial love, whether it be parental love, sibling love. Then there's the platonic love. The concern friends have for each other. Camaraderie, fraternity, sorority. And of course, amorous love. Some say it's the most important of all. Most gratifying of all. Most painful of all. I don't know the answer to all that. But it is definitely the trickiest of all.
Went to nus openhouse (again) today, must say that the talk at the school was made by a most persuasive person. He should be, i guess, with years of experience and all. Kinda reminds me of tong, hahaha. The power to make people listen and be sold.
Oh and i saw xy haha. You know the weird feeling when you see someone familiar that you haven't seen in a long time. It's inexplicable, but it's great to meet up.
Ok back to the front, so then i decided to pop to orchad to get my ps3. Doesn't seem to add up to my intro right. Uhh heres the link. I realized somethings cannot be bought. Ok I knew that all along, but Im just using it as a useless bridge. Since the immaterial can't be obtained, I decided I'm better off wallowing in virtual reality and decided to plough time and effort with Lightning and friends. But alas, even with money, the $^%^&* was out of stock. ZzZ. So I weathered the rain, traversed across hordes of maids on sunday leave only to find myself, disappointed and grumpy.
As it is with all days.
I'm not sure why either, but lately I find little meaning in life. No this is not a suicidal message or anything. Just that I feel that there's a void, a gapping void. I'm just watching days go by, with little or no action. Maybe it's me, maybe it isn't. Maybe it's the nature of what I'm obliged to do, or maybe it's the lack of a goal (compared to previously, say, studying).
I think we should not hide behind walls. Though we still do.
If I said I was okay, then I'd be lying. But it would be unfair to blame myself, yourself, or anyone else. Many things happened, some things have changed but some things haven't. I'm just not sure what to do and where to go. But I'll keep my promises. Though there's still a need for somebody to save my life.
Is it enough to breathe?
7:49 PM